Today we had a death in our family. She was my brother's wife's mother and I didn't really know her that well. I mean I am sad that she died but I wasn't going to get all depressed about it. My rents on the other hand seem devastated and I don't know why. Well they decided to take all this anger out on me by insulting me when I didn't do anything. I just walked in the door after getting a new haircut and they just kept cutting me down left and right, and worse of all some of my friends seem to think I deserved it or something. I really didn't need all this added stress because I'm getting sick and I've lost a very close friend to me. He moved away right when I needed him the most and a lot of my other friends are starting to turn on me. I just don't know how much more of this I can take before I just break.